Tuesday, May 24, 2005 @11:51 pm
isnt it weird how when you actually think you're starting get to know some pple, and u realise how really really superficial and fake they are?
i really hate it to be treating people with genuine care and find out how plastic their "care" towards you is. indeed sickening.
good with ur stuff, highly looked upon? good for you. i really was genuinely happy for you. u prolly thought i was jealous inside. whatever. i dont feel jealous because i now thank God i have less to do and struggle with. while u have to do stuff i'm really sure you can cope with. no doubt. but i dont see a need for you to behave in this manner. it's more disgusting than showing off and just telling pple how glad u are that u got it. really.
-i just had to add it in. cos i finally found the two perfect words so decribe this behaviour-
and they are:
FAKE MODESTY.
⥠every page of my imagination